I once was lost

Not entirely sure if I'm found yet. Was blind but I'm still kinda haaaazzzyyyyyyyy..................... Been having interesting adventures lately. Going to parties and whatnot. I like meeting people and having good conversations, it's true. .......................The battle to stay in Germany is like a roller coaster. Sometimes I'm sure I can do it. Other times, I get emails from people that throw wrenches into the plans, only to be somewhat resolved after a little back-and-forth. I have 5 Students now so, i'm hoping money shouldn't be the issue. Although, plane tickets are expensive. Gah!...................I can do 50 consecutive push-ups. Something I never thought I'd be able to do.............I'm not really liking the new blogger thing...you used to be able to hit enter and have spaces in your text, which fit my random thought/writing process well. UGH, speaking of First world problems, I'm getting a kindle...That's exciting.............Life continues. Working towards what I want, I'm pretty sure.

Was it a good night?

I'm not sure if it was a good night because I want it to be or...because I want it to be, it becomes a good night. Whatever, I'm not complaining. Last night I went to Walpurgisnacht, a night party that takes place in this amphitheater at the top of one of the mountains around Heidelberg. It was nice, I saw people and danced a bit. Mostly managed to avoid making dodgey decisions and further solidified that I am better than being one of many options for someone I would gladly make a priority. Hung out with a fellow teacher of English and ended up walking home with a random constellation of people: Friends from California, Germans, English person and me. I'm into it.