What am I doing?

Oh, right. School. Finals. Studying. Practicing. Got it.

Except, am I? There's a little bit of gray area...

I've been studying and/or hanging out with friends every day. When I touch my instrument, it's usually to rehearse, do some long tones, sigh audibly and then put it back in its case. I definitely have a (unnecessary) jury in 2 days on rep that I kind of know. I'm not entirely sure what's going on in my life other than that.

Thinking, Thinking, thinking....

Yep, it's exhausting being on the brink of Summer. On the brink of a lot of things I guess. I'd like to know what's going to happen. But, that's not how we play this game, is it? Oh well, I guess I'll be content for now and happy when I figure things out.

Last day of classes!

Goodbye Tonal Counterpoint!

Goodbye 20th Century History!

Goodbye Stressful Rehearsals, Expectations and Deadlines!

May the obtuse teachers and learning materials associated with you never darken the annals of my mind again. All I have to do is take the finals which are basically forms that I have to fill out to leave campus. I'm very much looking forward to summer. Hopefully, I will spend it with friends and loved ones and my instrument. One more week of school!

Just Be Happy.

Sound advice.


So, I'm not sure if this whole MUSIC and SCHOOL thing is working out for me. Perhaps I should go somewhere else. And do something else. The question is: what?

hmmm. Only 2 weeks left of classes. I have all the time in the world to figure things out.

Interesting Events

Things have been happening lately. Yes, events have occurred ...

Requiem/Chamber Singers concerts. Spending time with a красивый friend. Going to church and being very, very tired. Thinking a lot.

I only have 2 weeks left of school. My jury is literally one week from today. Finals, Finals, Finals. Also, Tonal Counterpoint? Maybe I should complete those assignments... All I have to do is pass all of my classes. I'm pretty sure I can do that.

as per his request

So, my friend Dolfo has a blog called in the key of D. This is what happens.

Dolfo

word

9:41pmMe

dude i'm following your blog

i opened it in a tab next to mine

in the key of d

next to the key of g

dominant tonic

YES I JUST WENT THERE

9:42pmDolfo

hahahaha

this short sequence on conversation, needs to go on your blog

Yep. that just happened.

Am I a Thinker or a Feeler?

it's an interesting question.

maybe I'm a Thinker. This blog is the introspective essence of that nature. I think about everything: what people think of me, school, money, my music, my future (how the two intertwine) and love.

hm. love? that's a feeling isn't it? Bleh.

So, I'm complicated. But most likely I think that my thoughts govern my actions.

I'm pretty sure it's a defense mechanism.

I saw this today. From the top of Corona heights park. It was actually quite glorious.

I get it life. It's not all sunshine and roses.

Most of the time.

I guess stuff like the above makes it okay? I guess...