Thes. Fest was fun. I'm not as wonderful as I thought I was...

and this is rather disillusioning. I went and performed the same song that I performed last year and got a worse score. I was unprepared but, thought I could fudge it and be good anyways. It always hurts to find out that you're not special. But, whatever. The song that I intended to do for some reason didn't have a background track so, I had to resort to some tired old tricks that apparently didn't work for me. Even so, I'm most likely not going to do musical theater any longer. I just don't have the heart ( or self esteem. ha!). This is just sort of the icing on the cake of mediocrity, really. At least the times that were not related to competing were fun. I got to meet some awesome people and see some really awesome performances. Plus, there was this intense dance workshop that made me realize how much I like dancing. So, that was cool. It was definitely worth going, I just wish I had been more prepared.