Wednesday, May 23, 2007

I have decided

to stay home today.
but, more importantly I have decided

to be more decisive
to get what I want in life
to tell people what's going on

yes.

I have decided all of these things in a period of about 2 days. It's just a matter of implementation.

Today, I have to go to the post office to mail that stupid BYU P.E. credit thing. And i didn't feel like taking off work just so I would be able to walk to the post office in time. School just didn't fit in with my ideas for the day. So, I didn't go.
I also have a scholarship awards dinner. Which means that I should probably get my trumpet...which is at school...
hmmm....
I don't want to go, really.
But, I suppose I have to.
Isn't that always how it is?

2 comments:

changapeluda said...

It is, and it isn't.


These are the times when you find out what it is you're mad of....
If you want to give up and not give a shit, fine.
Just be prepared for what happens from that decision.
The reason that you're so stressed out is because You Do Give a Shit!
And you aren't giving up....
you are just Not There Yet.

I see you struggling.
I see you getting pissed off.

I also see you @ SFSU, kicking some classical ass.

changapeluda said...

mad???

mad/made
same thing....