Just draining. Taxing emotionally, physically, and mentally...
Bleh. Unfortunately, this is the only word in my vocabulary to accurately and succinctly describe how I feel in this moment. But, it will get better right? It has to: my Mom is coming up here to visit me for my birthday! If that's not happy news, I don't know what is. I've been using it to cheer myself up today. Most of my experiences today were rather trying. I went to Communications. The class that has my Attractive play going companion. Not too much fun. I'm fairly sure it's not going to stop until I never see him again. As in, I have to wait until next semester until my irrational emotions come under control of my logical mind. Then, Concert Music was canceled. I went to AIS and handed him my paper. I'm worried about my grade in that class. GAHHH! Fucking General Ed.
And Finally, to round out my stressful day my supervisor called me to tell me that he wasn't going to be present for an interview we were supposed to conduct, but to go ahead and do it anyways. So, another intern and I had to fill in for him. It actually went okay but, I'd really rather it have not happened.. Actually, I'd really rather life just be easier. That would be okay with me.
I was listening to a Palestinian woman give a speech today. She had a beautiful accent. She said "Homeland is here.It's sometimes in your heart. You can take it with you"
I firmly believe in this. I think that once I see my mother, I will definitely be able to handle being away from my homeland, if only for a little while longer.
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Your Mom's gonna visit, yay!!
I like the quote about the homeland. I grew up all over the place, so I've always struggled with the concept of home. Sometimes it's hard, not knowing where I'm from, or where I belong, but it's also enlightening and character building. It means I don't get too stuck, I can be adaptable and be open to possibilities and change.
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