at least

I've been reading my posts and reminiscing about how much I've changed in the past 7 months. It's subtle in some ways and MAJOR in others. I'm still crazy. I'm still a sober kick in the pants, I think. Most of all, I'm still me. This is something that for better or worse will never change. But, I've gotten better at some things. Like Singing. And Spanish. And the Trumpet ^.^
That's good. I think it's interesting that I haven't posted a blog with the title "at least" before. It seems like that is one theme that I've revisited time and time again. This mood that I'm in where I feel like I have nothing to say so I'll say "at least....."
At least I still have an apartment.
At least I got paid on Tuesday
At least I'm getting in shape
At least the school year is almost over
Why do I feel like I have to focus on the good things? Is it because there are so many bad things present? If Life were all good, focusing on it would seem kind of redundant. Oh well. I suppose it's an indicator of what's going on because right now, focusing on the frustrating things seems redundant.
At least I'm going to see about having my computer fixed tomorrow.
At least I might buy an mp3 player tomorrow
At least I don't have to perform my duo scene until Wednesday
...I can't really think of anything else. Is it a sign?