Great day

I ran around Lake Merced today. It was a pleasant reminder that I'm not actually in terrible shape. It was a beautiful day and, because I woke up so early, I got to experience it. At work, I managed to get a lot of things done: Homework, Reading for classes (Including Audre Lorde's Power of the Erotic....amazing) Singing, applying for scholarships and Practicing Trumpet. And not even that managed to ruin my day. In fact, I played through my senior recital program and never got to the point where I had to stop due to fatigue. My biggest issue right now: Actually getting through everything. I came home and did laundry and cleaned my terrible, terrible room. The squalor was oppressive but now I feel somewhat clean. I'm also thinking about having to move and wanting to consolidate my stuff. I have SO much...and not much of it is actually necessary. Clothes. Books. EVERYWHERE.

so, yep. Today was a good one. I like where this is heading. My biggest stresser isn't that big. I can do it. I like this confident, capable feeling.