Soulless

This is it. During the first weekend off from my recently acquired job, I feel like I must slowly grow back the humanity that was stripped from me by punching the 9 -5 (6 actually) clock. These few days have taught me a lot about myself. The thing that I take away the most from this experience is that I could never, ever, ever work a job like this if it was the last thing that I ever did. I couldn't. If I never hear the words "verify" or "security" again, it will be too soon.

However, it is a means to an end. And I shouldn't blog about it too much because I don't want to end up like one of my favorite bloggers, who was fired for complaining about her job. Scary. I need this too much. Even if it means no freedom during the summer. Germany, Germany, Germany, Here I come.