Plugging along

Drudgery. Finals week is coming up. I've been working on homework. And cleaning. and doing laundry. And trying not to obsess about a few things. Trying not to focus on how much of a loser I am. Figuratively and literally, of course. I guess I am lucky. I cancelled my check card and didn't have to account for any "fraudulent activity". I can go apply for another driver's license. The worst part of it is having to buy another student ID. And another MUNI pass. and having to explain to my landlord that I lost my set of keys. FUCK MY LIFE. I feel so ineffectual and immature. That might be because i'm behaving as such right now. Oh well, at least I have a plan. And i'm making it happen. This seems to be how I deal with stress: Make a plan. Enact it. It doesn't matter that I want to curl up and sleep forever...