I need more motivation

I'm fairly sure that anyone can deal with some more "get up and go". I'm supposed to be writing an essay right now that I kind of didn't get to during the weekend and won't get to next weekend. *sigh*
My Wednesday is being ruined by my proactivity. If only I had the opportunity to slow down and chill out for a couple of days. I will eventually but, I want it NOW. And tomorrow is going to be no better. Although, at least I get paid. And at least I'm oh so close to being done with freshman year. How sad that I want it to be over sooner. In any case, I have a lot more to do before I can finally say that I'm satisfied.