Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Plans

I'm graduating next year. I'll have either two degrees or one when I'm finished completely. Also, I may or may not study abroad my final year. As it stands, I'll be done with my Bachelor of Music (except my senior recital) after this spring. And I'll have either one or two classes left for my Bachelor of Arts in Comm. Studies. Now, I can either switch to a BA and not do a senior recital and write a paper and be completely finished with Music next semester or I can just give up working on that degree entirely and focus on Communications. The way I feel about it right now is that I know I'm not capable of being a professional musician so there is no point in getting a degree that wouldn't matter in that field anyways. It would be a shame to throw away all of this work but I think I'm just done. One thing about being a music major (I'm not sure that I don't entirely regret it) is now I'm pretty sure I can do anything. I failed at the hardest thing but everything else sort of pales in comparison. Moving to a foreign country, becoming fluent in the language, finishing my other degree and possibly looking into staying in that country for the rest of my life sounds like an easy feat compared to some things that I've attempted. All I know is that I have options.

1 comment:

dmg said...

Wow, Gian. Big decisions. We should talk sometime. I miss you.