Unproductively doing a lot

That's how I feel a majority of the time lately. Today I went grocery shopping, practiced and worked out for a little bit. Yet, I still feel like I wasted a lot of the day. Maybe I just have to get used to having all of this free time. It feels a little like a vacation. Strange. Even when school starts I still think that not working will make my life so much easier.
Hm. I find motivation for blogging is more difficult to come by. It was all I could do a few months ago to expel some of my emotions. Now, I seem to have less? Or they are just less intense. Or I've forgotten them somehow. If only I could forget entirely. At least the bad ones. Even in this idyllic purgatory I can still feel them sort of lurking in the background. Oh well, can't complain. Or rather I could but I won't because it's better to focus on all of the good in my life.