Proactive.

Super stressed about the way the Orchestra situation is going to play out. So, how do I react? Escapism. Or Study Abroad...whichever you like to call it. I've been abusing my work privileges of computer + printer and coordinating letters of recommendation all day (all the while careful to avoid the orchestra director/my advisor...I'll make it work...) Tomorrow I have a meeting with a study abroad advisor and my advisor for my other major. I came home after not practicing and immediately got some shit into order. It gives me a sense of calm in all kindsa chaos, I guess. I've realized that I have this ability for making the best out of bad situations...whether or not the bad situations are because of me. I think I excel at this ability to a fault.