Procrastinate with Productivity

So that's what I've decided to do. Today is a day where I have done a lot of things all topsy-turvy and tried not to think about things and done things and not done things. I've begun to think about my problems a little less. I've always been only somewhat committed to getting rid of them for whatever reason. I feel like right now, I'm willing to make everything at least tolerable. Everything seems to be overwhelming which is kind of why this procrastination with productivity is working out so well. Don't like writing that essay? Do some laundry! Don't want to go home and practice? Go grocery shopping instead! It also helps that I had one of my rare "good" mood-swings. I feel right now that Life is a game and I'm willing to play for the time being. Sometimes, I'm not. But right now it would seem that I am the only player who is willing to follow the script I have written.