Orchestra dress rehearsal and performance tomorrow. This whole "good attitude" thing is fleeting beyond my reach. I wonder what it's like for those people? Where does the motivation come from....
I think about this a lot. I've been exposed to a lot of positive examples of people who are good players, good at life, good people. I really can't be driven to anything after I see examples of people who make the best out of a good situation. Good for them, those good people.
So, how can I make myself care? That's the question of the year. It's not coming from within, obviously. And even people who work hard; who have transcended the general trend can't make it better for me. I have to do it for myself but I don't know how....
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Every good change that ever happened in my life started with the phrase: "I want to _________, but I don't know how."
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