Trying to be okay

And sometimes I think its working. Oh how wrong I can be. We had yet another intense talk on thursday in which it seemed like he actually cared. I was almost okay and then he lets me know that he's apparently starting to date some fool. Great. It's been 5 days. All of 5 whole days. So, basically now I have to reconcile the fact that he broke up with me on V-day by making out with another dude and then hooks up with a new date not even a week later. How can anyone do that? Im not even at the point where I can forgive him which is great because he's obviously not sorry enough to make any sort of effort to be accountable. This is unfair.