Destructive trains of thought: Derailed

Okay. So, my tasks (as dictated by Rob Brezny) are to
1.Disrupt negative thoughts as they flow through my brain
2. Do the half-right thing when it's impossible to do the totally right thing
3. Understand that to progress through my current situation I have to accept it, realize my role in perpetuating it, and be thankful for all it has taught me (!!!!)

Wow. Way to go astrology. I feel like these are generally good things to do no matter what is going on in my life. But, I needed to hear it from an outside source apparently. Negative thoughts....They've been overpowering lately. I have been a powerful magnet for negativity lately. By performing the third task, I am slowly but surely making my way out of what's going on.
Destructive trains keep on chugging..."I wonder what he's doing right now?" BAM! Derailed. "I hate cleaning, this probably isn't good enough" HAH! Derailed. "Ugh, I hate my body" POW! No more. It's a little bit tiring but ultimately better for me. And I've never been against doing difficult things that will ultimately better my life.