Saturday, April 18, 2009

The goal is not to have a goal

and yet, here I am attempting to thrive. Maybe I'm just trying to be okay instead of actually getting there. I feel like I've been through enough to where I can say confidently that I am no longer the person I was months or even weeks ago. I was talking to my friend from out of town about all the bullshit, and I realized that the way I interact with people has changed. I like it. I used to get mad at people so much more easily. I used to be more inconsiderate and unaware. I feel like I should treat people now with more clarity and kindness than I ever did in the past. I expect it from the people who love me so, I try to give nothing but brutal, compassionate honesty.
To me, now more than ever, its all about Authenticity
I would like to believe that I am a powerful person. Something about all of these coimcidences and how I've been interpreting and dealing with them leads me to believe that I am more present in my life than I used to be. If only I could focus my energy on positive happenstance...
I've changed/grown/learned.

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