Yesterday, was in comparison to the last two months I've had, fairly okay. I went to work, studied for and took a midterm, had that conversation, went to talk to prospective future housemates and handed in an assignment for Discourse. Oh, and I got an 86 on that midterm. I'm okay with all of this somewhat mediocre positivity as it beats the hell out of the rest of my week. I didn't cry today. Well, a little but thats okay. I felt a little better afterwards. And that was my goal, right?
I'm really not sure how I feel about the house or that one "Special Friend" guy. It seems that I'm either abandoning or being abandoned at this point. I wish I could be there in both cases. It's just not good for me or either party right now even if it's what I think I want. I have so much love and sadness. I just wish things were okay. But, I'm going home tomorrow after being with friends tonight. That's what matters right now.
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