I am envious of those obnoxious people who seem to enjoy their lives no matter what happens. Now, I'm not so naive as to actually think rhat anyone's life is perfect (or any better than mine) nor do I think that just because someone seems joyful that they actually are. I'm actually thinking "why not me?" I deserve happiness. I deserve love and joy and truth and beauty and all the things that I believe have somehow escaped me.
I know that just because this life isn't happening the way I want it to doesn't mean I should be miserable. Nobody should feel the way I feel, including me! There's a thought.
I've become proficient at coming up with logical theories as to what might work for me. To achieve this happiness, I am still unaware of how to actually go about it.. How do I implement these things once my head and my heart make peace? I've gotten a lot closer, they're entering negotiation I think, but what next?
In the meantime, I think what might work is to practice my affirmation and get more in tune with my true self. That seems to be working incrementally so far. Okay? Let's do it.
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Sorry about being so obnoxious. didn't mean to step on anyone's toes. Everyone has good times and bad times, stressful times, peaceful times. Personally I find that the fun times are a lot more fun than the not so fun times, so I tend to let them influence my outlook a lot more. Life is more fun that way.
Not at all.
comments of any sort are
appreciated
I wish I could talk to you one on one. (I'm at work right now.) I used to be you back when I was 19. I've had a lot of life experience, and there's going to be a lot worse times in your life that will make this time seem so insignificant. But there's alsso going to be times of great joy. I would love to be able to assure you that the sun really does come out eventually.
i,too
am Obnoxious
:0]
i want to place importance
at the same time i want
to say
quit your belly achin'
con carino of course.
although,
upon re-reading this post
you're not even
belly achin'
Gah.
what i really mean is Focus on the Bitchen.
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